[bizzyjc]

hello all, my names justin and I hope too one day join the military and have a successful life.

ill tell you a bit about myself...
im 18 still in high school, california
I was held back in 8th grade, from never doing any work in my cl***es, which i deeply regret
I am now in a continuation school, with 125 credits left till i can graduate.
I really would love to get my school and credits straight, but i just have no motivation, at my school they dont really teach you anything...but i barely even show up to school because i lack confidence that one day I can graduate. I still dont do my work because the majority of the work is stuff ive learned in jr high.
i live with my mother and grandparents, mother couldnt take care of me because she was a drug addict and alcoholic and never got her school done, so we moved in with my grandparents placing a helluva burden on them.
My grandfather was in the navy/airforce for 20+ years and my grandmother is a native of japan.
i am also very critical of myself about how I could perform tasks, zero self esteem
im also a weed addict. smoking for four years

I am hoping one day i can finally grow up, go into the military and make my GRANDPARENTS proud, since my mother has done nothing for me, except bring me alot of trouble and anger

i guess i told you a lot more than what a member would tell you about their personal life, but i really have no one to talk about this stuff too