I think it sounds kinda like you need to get off your hiney, get busy with SOMETHING that interests you, quit smokin pot and get on with your life. Everything you described can only be fixed by YOU. We can't fix it, your grandparents can't fix it and your mom can't fix it. And you shouldn't be waiting for them to fix it.
If they don't teach you anything in your school, find some cl***es online that you like. There are lots of free cl***es and lots of inexpensive cl***es as well. There are cl***es about any subject you can imagine. If you can't find anything online that you can learn, look into cl***es at your local parks & rec, or the local comm. college. You can't just give up.
The fact that you recognize that there are things in your life that need to be "fixed" leaves you no excuse for the fact that you are doing nothing about them. You might experience a bit more initiative if you quit doing weed, and persevere until you find what you are looking for in your life. Don't whine about it - do something about it!
Good luck!
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