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Justin,

This situation can not be sugar coded. Life is tough kid and no one is going to hand anything to you on a silver platter. You must work hard to achieve your goals. The reason you lack motivation is because your constantly smokin weed and being negative towards yourself/life. Has'nt your mother's addiction taught you anything? First of all you need to give up smoking pot right away. Secondly you need to get yourself back in gear and start attending school regularly. I understand you say they don't teach you anything and that they're repeating things you've already learned in jr high. However, attending a continuation/alternative school don't they just have you work on packets independently and turn them in at the end of the day/week? Justin, if this is the way your school works than man your wasting your time. You could be racking up the credits right now. I realize your frust***** and your having personal issues with yourself but there are ways to cope with this. What you might want to consider is going to your counselors at school and giving them some insight on your personal situations and struggles. I'm sure they can help you or get you the help you need to deal with some of your frustrations. These days you can not go far without a high school diploma and with that being said I highly advise you to stay in school and earn it. Justin, I don't know you personally but with a little patients and confidence I have faith that you can do it. Good luck to you!